Monday, December 9, 2013
Sometimes all we can do is tip-toe, and that is what I'm doing right now. I started some shadow work with the coming of the darker season and I have to say that my subconscious is fighting me tooth and nail on it. This is actually quite frustrating to me because I have been putting off this work for so long waiting for school to be done so I can devote myself to it and now that I actually have the time and it won't matter too much if I break down a little in the process I've become the queen of procrastination on the issue. So I am trying not to beat myself up about it, I am trying to be patient with myself, and I know that I am making small steps, but I feel like I'm not doing enough.